FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK.
My advice don't worry about it, so what do I do? I fucking worry. No more just letting it slide. WHAT'S THE FUCKING POINT?!?! I SHOULDN'T GIVE A FUCK BUT WITH ALL THE PRESSURE OF LIVING I'M GOING TO FUCKING STAB MYSELF.
Here's what I'm thinking at the moment.
That fucking bitch. I can't listen to this song right now, I'll fucking cry. There's something that's fucking tearing my worthless heart out. I'm going to fucking kill her. Why do people do this to me? Why is it that I have to try and fix everything. Why won't she just accept what I'm saying is true. I want to bash my head against a wall until blood pours out my ears and deafens me to the world. I am so pissed off. I WANT TO DO SOMETHING DRASTIC. Just go and throw myself off the fucking overpass. WHAT IS WITH HER?!?!?!?! FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK. THIS IS SO INFURIATING. AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. *STAB STAB STAB STAB STAB* SSSSSSSSSTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTAAAAAAAAAABBBBBBBB.GOD FUCK SHIT HELL PISS BITCH WHORE ASS FUUUUUCK.
Oh my god strike me down now. I'm such a useless bitch. Ugh if there were something to do I would but I can't cause no one will let me in to help. I. AM. SLOWLY. KILLING. MYSELF. IT'S. NOT. YOUR. FAULT. THAT. I WORRY. FOR. YOUR. WELL. BEING. I am neurotic, and calling yourself down is NOT helping. You ARE the reason I live. Just. *sigh* I can't do this. I'm just not going to get into this. *pulls out gun*
Shoot me now.
I think I need a hug.
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HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG. One for each "fuck," which will hopefully make you feel better. Don't worry about the trials 'n' tribulations of de Jooooosi. (Not Josi, but Jooooosi.) They'll sort themselves out onto cookie sheets and BWAHAHAHAHA YOU'LL RULE THE WORLD.
...Or something like that.
Hallucinations. Good for the OH MY, A LUCKY PENNY *squat*.
Twirly lights...
-hug-
I know it doesint mean much through the computer, but im betting whatever you said to this "bitch" she probably deserved. if you need anything, Im here, or you can call/text my cell.
-hug-
*hugs Jooooosi*
Hope you feel better soon :(
*hugs again*
Great. I'm really really sorry, but you know, I explained at school a little. And it's not my fault. I'm going through a lot too, and I'm praying to god everything will sort out. I hate how it is, and I don't want to drag you down. That's all I wanted to say.
And thanks a lot Nathan.
AND I'M TELLING YOU. YOU DON'T HAVE TO FIX A GODDAMN THING. I'M TELLING YOU TO JUST...let it go. You don't have to fix my problems. You have your own, and that's enough you have to deal with. This is why I didn't want to tell you.
This is all messed up. (Don't get me wrong. I'm not expecting you to fix anything yourself.)
Oh. And *hug*. I'll give you a real one tomorrow.
I hate myself.
I can't function right now sorry. I'm under A LOT of stress. I just kinda reached a breaking point where everything kinda wanted to kill me. I still feel off. It's not naturel.
And Nathan don't hate yourself. It's ok, not your fault.
Thanks you guys.
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