Tuesday, January 8, 2008

I Want To Die.

I want to die again.

Why is death always on my mind recently?

Hypothetics. Pathetic.

Drowning.

Dead.

So simple and yet I can't pull the trigger.

I can't take that last breath.

I can't do anything about it but wait for peace, peace which will never come, never stop the burning pain. I want to cut and bleed and die, but I mustn't.

I promised.

I'm starting to wish I never made that promise.

1 comment:

StephJP said...

Josi, everybody wants to die at some points.
But think of everybody that would miss you. Don't think about the hate in this world, it will just push you down. I'm not saying ignore it, but you can change the world by just being happy.
Talk to me, we can work things out. We always find a way.